Give it a Go!
I really am a true old fashioned romantic! The smallest of gestures, actions, smiles and words go a long way with me, I notice and appreciate all a man does and says.
I actually get tummy flips and get very shy in a girly way and feel like a giggling idiot.
Since I can remember, I have ached and craved for true love but have blocked it from entering my life always. Why? I have no idea! Stupid huh?!
But I have just now opened my heart for the first time and what a superb feeling I have in my heart, knowing now that it is time for me to share all about myself.
So often we crave for something yet block it, it's not different to starting a new creative project, there's a blank canvas or sheet or paper, or a blob of clay, it's not until you naturally open yourself up and trust yourself that you start creating your visions and cravings into reality.
Give it a go, anything you crave that's good for your heart, give it a go, you'll be pleasantly surprised at what appears before you!
Go for the Crazy ideas
Sometimes I have the most crazy thoughts and ideas. If I voiced them all, I'd surely be taken away in a straight jacket and locked up.
My ideas and thoughts are natural to me though, natural to me and for me, so how can anyone judge my life, decisions or actions? In my eyes, they have no right to.
Most people live safe lives, not wanting to be more noticed than they have to be, or not wanting put in more effort than needed to be successful. Very few people acknowledge their wild ideas for they fear ridicule, disappointment and more hard work.
We can rest at a later date, entertain your mind by allowing bizarre thoughts to take place..it just takes one flash to process into a thought, which turns into an idea which fuels your heart to be more of who you really are.
Whether I sink or swim is my business, but at least I would have tried making my crazy ideas a reality.
Some may work, some may not, it really doesn't matter, we all die anyway….and I will die happy knowing that I have unique, crazy thoughts and ideas that I toyed with, tried, failed in, succeeded and loved doing.
Unblock the Blocks
I don't want to be an old woman laying in bed regretting not living more, regret not trying harder, or being braver, taking more risks, trying new things, (even if people think I'm stupid or crazy),I want to be more, much more of me before I am that old woman.
I don't want to regret anything in my short life. Time moves too quickly, especially now, I truly think that it has accelerated, actually, I'm convinced time now has turbo power!
My questions are:
- Why do we always have to be patient and wait for what we know would be right for us?
- Why are there so many stupid and unnecesary blocks in life? Are they blocks? Or just annoying but easy challenges?
Maybe we are the only ones who see these blocks, as when we talk things through with other people, such as family, friends, or even strangers, most of the time, they never quite see what we feel, so is it just fear that makes us put up invisible blocks?
So maybe I should be regretting not kicking down these blocks earlier that I may have put there myself? I'm not an old woman so why fear my moments now?
Where's that god damn sledge hammer??? There blocks are going down!
Lies = most people!
Lies to me, create such a web of disaster, yet most people believe them, I just don't get why!?
I constantly hear people, (mostly middle aged men), talking about how wonderful they were when they were younger, or what they achieved 'back then'… or I hear them telling the same achievement stories over and over and over again. I don't care who you were, it's about who you are now and what are you doing now as a person? The past has gone, long gone, gone forever…get over it!
You were never the same person as you were, even before reading this, so how can you try to live in the past and think you are actually still that person you were 20 years ago? The past is a lie!
Peoples memories are so faded and exaggerated that it's actually embarrassing to listen to. I don't have time to waste listening. My time is too precious & valuable to me.
Just be aware that most of the time, most people lie…(or exaggerate the truth as we like to put it), so they appear to be the hero, the good guy, the poor lady, the poor me victim, the champion from long ago…Know thy self people and embrace who you are now. No need for lies, be your honest self and suffer the consequences of that tiresome job, both in the good and bad way. Life is unfair…get over that to and just live.
Whenever somebody lies to me, I actually get a sensation in my tummy and know they're lying – my tummy flips. So if you're going to lie to me, you'd better be warned, I will know… most of us know, because we all get that niggling feeling that something's not quite right….it's called intuition!!! Who are you thinking about right now? And what did they lie to you about? Funny isn't it!
When all is said and done…
Live, Love and Laugh sounds good to me
When pondering life, I keep getting back to the same 3 words, LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH! …which in my mind means, Live the way you want to live and live it up….Love everything you
choose: Love your style and what you wear (which is fun and can be very creative). Eat and drink what you love (I eat chocolate everyday!). Do what you love doing, (without justifying why). Love who you choose to love (they must treat you beautifully, no compromising!) Love what you see around you and most of all LOVE yourself!
Laugh often, laugh at yourself, at others, at crazy situations, at stupid and unfair moments, at death, when celebrating anything, when in great company, at silly things…just let go and Laugh more!
To me it really is that simple! LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH!..These 3 words are tattooed on my left inner forearm, it always reminds me to be me even more!
Making it my Business!
I will adopt all animals in the world
I really get so upset with animal cruelty of any kind.
I don't understand why people feel a need to hit, kick or frighten an animal. Most animals are defenseless against us, humans can be so mean.
If I see somebody harming their pet and I'm in the car, I usually slow down and hold my hand on the horn, they abuse me back but at least I've intervened and stopped the abuse for that moment and in my heart, I may have embarrassed the owner enough to make them think twice, I said may have!
If I see somebody when I am walking, I will stop and look at them with my head tilted, (to me this is non aggressive) but I can't say anything as let's face it, it's just not safe anymore.
I mean, come one, most intelligent people who can handle their temper know that all you have to do with an animal, especially a domestic one, is raise your voice, which changes your energy, which the animal senses and understands, surely that's enough punishment!
So what do you do when you see animal cruelty? If I know something is a fact and know the address, I report it.
People tell me to mind my own business, yet they make it my business by doing unnecessary and cruel acts in front of me.
If I could, I would truly adopt every single animal from around the globe.
Lets face it!
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Colin Perini
