I don't want to be an old woman laying in bed regretting not living more, regret not trying harder, or being braver, taking more risks, trying new things, (even if people think I'm stupid or crazy),I want to be more, much more of me before I am that old woman.

I don't want to regret anything in my short life. Time moves too quickly, especially now, I truly think that it has accelerated, actually, I'm convinced time now has turbo power!

My questions are:

- Why do we always have to be patient and wait for what we know would be right for us?

- Why are there so many stupid and unnecesary blocks in life? Are they blocks? Or just annoying but easy challenges?

Maybe we are the only ones who see these blocks, as when we talk things through with other people, such as family, friends, or even strangers, most of the time, they never quite see what we feel, so is it just fear that makes us put up invisible blocks?

So maybe I should be regretting not kicking down these blocks earlier that I may have put there myself? I'm not an old woman so why fear my moments now?

Where's that god damn sledge hammer??? There blocks are going down!